Pages of Tomorrow

In your arms?

2012-02-03T02:42:00.002+08:00

You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my entire life
You are the most beautiful thing these eyes have seen

I met you at St. John's Cathedral down on Amsterdam
Made a trade with the devil and he gave me your hand
We both know this castles' made of sand
Close your eyes and fall asleep again

I will fall asleep here in your arms
Every breath that you take breaks my heart

I built us this boat so we both could sail far, far away
It sprung a leak inside the captain forgot to say
"That love is made of treading water and hearts of clay"
I had no idea, I had no idea, that we would die today .

Amazing song from an amazing band. You trully are the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my life. As it all goes this way, i would never have wanted us to die today :( where would we go i would never know. As dreams will remain dreams. But as high as humans dream of flying, there are who ventured into space. Are we all fools for our quests? Or are we just puppets in life's long journey?

Where it ends, it tore a hole inside me. A empty space void of all emotions. Will it ever come back? I may have to see the world in a different perspective now. Trust. Love. Live.

the best of you?

2012-01-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Candylicious

2012-01-27T15:07:00.001+08:00

Would someone bring me here? I want to bath myself in all of these!

The wind blows

2012-01-27T00:08:00.003+08:00

I've got to breathe
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all i can see
But you told me your love was blind...

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay
But since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but i'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows..

As i lay in solitude, oh what's a boy suppose to do?
I shake the very thought of you, me together I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late all I do is wait and wait
You're never coming home to me, that's the hardest thing to see.. :'(

After so long, i found this song again. Makes me wonder. :(

Not forgetting is the key.

2012-01-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

So i guess you did notice that in what i've said. But eventually you will forget your promise. Life is like that, you think you can have better but you let go of whats more important in your life. How it feels like to achieve something in life but you loss something else in return? What is the point in that?

So much for you

2012-01-25T22:01:00.003+08:00

We are all kids in this world. You only have so much time to live, fight like you never fight before, eat like you never eaten before, dream like you never dream before, but most important is to love like you never love before.

What is in your heart that makes who you are. Little pieces of our lives, put together right in front of you to choose. There are so many who are lost out there. We look upon what society see as the perfect life but who are they to judge who and what we do.

I once though about this. "You can never make the same mistake twice, the second time you make it, it is no longer a mistake, its a choice." What are words if they are just empty shell of a container with no meaning. I was blinded with empty words given to me.

You got away from me.

2012-01-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away

Maybe in another time and place, things would have been different. There is so many things i wanted to do with you, yet it forever remains just out of reach. Those magical words that may never become a reality, you were the one that got away. :(

I will always love you even though you will not feel the same way. :( What is in my heart will make me who i am.

Chicago Rib House

2012-01-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

Went to 1U the day before i went back with friends to walk around but we had no time so we just ate dinner and left. We ate at Chicago rib house, its newly open several months ago. (sorry for the average pictures, my Nikon was not with me)

Soup of the day : Chicken noodle soup. Easily one of the best western chicken soup i've tasted. Sweet and taste like chicken, haha. Perfect combination of flavor. Its a good sign to start the meal right?

Sample platter : Comes with Chilli con carne(shame on you if you havent eaten chili con carne before), baked potato skin, buffalo wings and some tortilla chips with sour cream and another creamy milky dip. Oh the sour cream is perfect. Boy i wish i can do sour cream like they do.

The chili con carne is good, pork meat with cheese and spices can never go wrong, i would come back for this. Baked potato skin was good too, topped with cheese, bacon bits and spring onions. Oh and the buffalo wings gives a kick, the flavor is quite intense, i enjoyed it.

The main course is of course the pork ribs. We had the combo with pork tenderloin with apple puree and raisin base. We took the flaming kansas city sauce, which is whisky poured on the ribs and set aflame to burn. Nice smokey flavor i would say, ribs is nice and tender but eat quick. The ribs is best eaten hot. The two sides we took were the baked potato and coleslaw. The baked potato was on the average side, lack of salt i would say but the coleslaw was amazing, sweet and crunchy. Perfect.

The food we ate that day. Seems abit but i could not finish because lack of appetite, but at least i tried to eat! :)

Oh look at the ice water glass, its HUGE, i did not need to get a refill at all. Recommended place to be.

Overall its a good experience, but it would have been great if YOU were there :( ah too bad things have to be this way :( Sad is an understatement. *tears*

Without you.

2012-01-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

Was eating dinner when i heard this. Hilang la appetite. Sobs.

Along comes a baby girl
And suddenly my little world
Just got a whole lot bigger, yes it did
And people that I barely knew
They love me cause I'm part of you
Man it's tough to figure

Without you I'd survive
But I'd have to have the notion
That I could live this life
Just going through the motions

II'll sing my song

2012-01-18T00:40:00.001+08:00

Bring me a higher love
Bring me a higher love, oh
Bring me a higher love
I could rise above on a higher love

I will wait for it, I'm not too late for it
Until then, I'll sing my song
To cheer the night along

I could light the night up with my soul on fire
I could make the sun shine from pure desire
Let me feel that love come over me
Let me feel how strong it could be <3

Its all on how strong you believe

2012-01-17T14:44:00.003+08:00

Turtle living his dream by flying. :)

People said that turtles couldnt fly. Would you be the crowd or will you believe in your own believe? Sometimes its not about what you believe in but how strong you believe in something or someone else.

I believed in alot of things before this. Do i still believe them now? Maybe, but will i believe again? YES. Can i fly? Most probably not but when others can believe in me, i should to.

I remembered this saying by Albert Einstein " Everybody is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb, it will live its whole life believing it is stupid."

People always judge others based on their weaknesses but rarely do people judge others based on their strengths. Which is saddening. Unless people change that, they will forever live to feed on the shadows of other people's weaknesses.

Something new in my life

2012-01-17T01:01:00.002+08:00

A new colour for a change. Hope it suits me.

Something i always wanted to buy but dont have the thought of buying it. This time i took the plunge, since it cost less than a McDonald meal anyway. What am i going to do with it i have no idea. Any ideas? :D Looks stupid right?

fought for you

2012-01-15T17:08:00.002+08:00

I would have fought for you with everything i got if i were in your shoes. But you dont want to try to give me a chance to prove anything. Sigh.

I guess its true when they say ada wang ada amoi.

how could you

2012-01-15T14:20:00.003+08:00

I dont know how you could have given up so easily. After all we have been through, you just gave up like that? How could you do this to another person? Not even talking to me first.

You were my everything, now you just threw it all away. You just totally shatter my heart.

pain

2012-01-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

What else can i do? Not even talking about anything. Guess i am that unimportant?

Only my tear stained pillow to comfort me.

I dont even know what to think now.

I can only imagine how you must have felt

2012-01-14T15:30:00.003+08:00

I dont even know how would l felt. I spend the night thinking to myself. Its a devastating feeling, i even shed tears. I hope you can stay strong, they should be in a better place. Most important is that you have loved them and will continue to love them.

It totally sunk my heart thinking about it. How afraid i was too. Humans will die one day. No matter how well we prepare for it or ingore it, we will have to face it one day. :(

I should put in more effort for them. My condolences my friend. You can always find us if you need to talk or a helping hand. See you around.

Stinks

2012-01-13T09:31:00.002+08:00

When you are not prioritize compared to others, great. There goes the elephant in the room. I wish!

Hydrapak reyes

2012-01-08T23:58:00.003+08:00

Initial impression. Material seems to be a little less durable because it feels so soft and comfy. Only time will tell how it stands. But then there is a lifetime warranty for the entire system so i wouldnt be so worried. Haha

Design is kinda nice with the water bladder being really tough. Testing shows it thrown around and run over by vehicles without a single scratch. Its super thin and soft yet manages to be so tough. Quite amazing actually.

Comfort wise i would say its good. It gets better when the bladder gets more empty, say 80% and below. For a 3 liter pack its good for few hours of cycling with some water still remain inside. On the bad side the bladder taste of plastic. Hydrapak instructions to remove the plastic taste is to squeeze lemons in the system and freeze it. Need to do it soon.

At a retail price of RM259 i guess its worth it, especially for the lifetime warranty part. Even packs like Deuter only have like a week warranty to test out if the bladder leaks when you test it at home, and it costs the same!

From above

2011-12-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since ive talk about something. Staring at an empty page, wondering if what i see reflects the world i see.

Yesterday i saw from above an old guy riding a bicycle. He seems to have a hard day from work judging by his outfit and skin complexion. What is interesting is that he have a dog running beside him, what looks like a golden retriever. Golden, fluffy and big. So adorable. And the dog seems so happily running after the old man.

How some animals go beyond what humans can feel and do puzzles me. Someday when i have a place of my own, i want to have such a relationship with my dog, and also includes my loved ones. <3

piggyback

2011-09-17T16:58:00.001+08:00

Maybe i have piggyback some virus, im so dead now. Im like a bacteria farm now. Which is going to kill me soon. To breath is a luxury :S

Your 21st

2011-09-17T00:27:00.006+08:00

As life grows ahead of us, we will grow out of things but i will never grow out of our relationship. I want to be forever in it. People say that love never fails, but they do fail. It happens when two people lost communication with each other. While communication might not be the best i can do, im trying to be the best i could.

I'll always be there in times of trouble or in times of joy, if you feel sad i will give you a funny face and a wink till you smile again, give you a hug and a peck on the cheek. You fill my life like no one ever did. :)

I feel not just your joy but your pain too. You hurt i hurt, you smile i smile. That's just the way it goes for me. If you shed a single tear i'll shed one hundred tears in my heart. The world is a cruel place sometimes but i promise you dear i will protect you with all my strength. Nobody can bully you! Except me :P

How did the rose open its petals and showed its beauty to all the eyes in the world? It felt the light of encouragement against its outer shell. It dare to bloom in the hottest of summer and the midst of winter. That's how i love you so. Take courage from how the rose came to be in this world, otherwise we all will remain too frightened.

Happy 21st! Where the world have so much to offer you in the near future, and i would like to share it with you if you let me. Best wishes and enjoy your day.

❤

Life on hold.

2011-09-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

Days are not getting better for me. Went to hospital because brother complained of abdominal pain. Went for blood and urine test but results were negative and doctor couldnt find out what's wrong. *shakehead*

While waiting for the doctor, a patient came in through the critical entrance. All i can see is a big guy unconscious which arrived in a Viva and medical attendance have to bring in a stretcher to bring him in to the emergency ward.

After several minutes the mother came in another car. At first she seems quite calm though her son is unconscious. If not mistaken i heard that he fell down or something. While waiting i was looking at her once in awhile. Through some glimpse i manage to see her shedding some tears. She manage to control her feelings so well in front of her other children. In her eyes i could see her tearing apart inside waiting for the doctor to give her some answers and hopefully save her son. I only can imagine what she feels inside. Must have been terrifying.

Then it struck me that life is so unpredictable. A life can just be gone in a blink of an eye. Your loved one might be the one in the emergency ward. How would you feel? What if that morning you did not say i love you or good morning to your loved ones and that was your last chance? I've read that one of the victim's loved one of the September 11 tragedy said that he regretted not being to talk to her and said what he felt in his heart and that was his last chance. 10 years till now he still regretted his actions.

Day by day you might think that this wont happen to me, but in reality everybody is vulnerable. You might be next, who knows? Cherish your loved ones. We take our lives too highly sometimes. All that i can say is these things teaches us to realize how precious life is, but do we really pay attention?

cracked nutshell.

2011-09-16T02:22:00.003+08:00

Ever looked at that bottle of whatever-that-could-kill you and your mind wanders around with thoughts, suicidal thoughts? There is such a fine line in between what is rational and what is not.

At times it can be so tempting? Why is that so? The mind just get lost for a moment and a life is lost.

Day 0f agony

- Woke up, sprained ankle.

- Wrong coursework marks.

- Walk all the way for nothing.

- Cut finger.(almost dropped knife on toes, again).

- Wasted preparing food, have to prepare again.

At the end of the day, all i can do is write a short story and talk to myself to conclude the day. Will tomorrow be any better? I doubt.

A cold breeze.

2011-09-15T03:58:00.002+08:00

Standing on the edge, i can see but not feel. I have so many questions and doubts about it. Why is it happening? So long do i feel unwanted that way. On a cold morning, a cold gentle breeze might not be the best greeting on the balcony but it sort of fit somehow. Its tiring, i should be on my way. Can i or can i not see the end yet depends on the journey itself.

Someone once said, do what is needed, not what is asked for.

Dissapointment.

2011-09-04T16:57:00.002+08:00

I have been long gone from this place, its time i returned.

Of all the time, i have let you down more than once. Im disappointed at myself and i know you are too. :( Im sorry. Thanks for being with me all this time. Im so helpless and useless in this. How should i improve?

How would it end up if i took the other choice? I would never know and i know i might have missed a chance but its a gamble. Part of me wanting to take that gamble but part of me say no. For now i guess i cant afford to lose in this battle, its too much of a loss :(

Companions

2011-07-28T17:35:00.005+08:00

Where everything that brings us joy and happiness in life, especially pets are bound to leave us eventually. Its not the death that actually gets us but more of the things we couldnt do anymore with our pets.

What makes us go through it is those great moments we had with them. They were great companions to us. Like my gerbils, naughty, non obedient little creature, but they also gives me joy by having silly and adorable moments with them. I should thank them for giving me moments that no other living creature could have given me then. (my eyes tears while typing this) Hehe.

Our way of thanking them is by remembering them, letting others know about their existance and make them belong as part of our life. Joie de vivre means joy of life. Happy after life my dear friends.

As for you my dear, remember all the happy moments with him and he shall never be forgotten. His life is not wasted while having you to take care of. :) *hugs*

Dante Red :D

2011-07-28T17:30:00.002+08:00

Finally arrived from Korea after a week + of waiting. Decent case i would say, not the best of protection but it will do ok i guess from bumps and scratches. Design is nice but i feel the plastic outer shell is abit soft. At least i dont have to worry of dropping it and causing damage to the phone. Love the colour :D

Oh my

2011-07-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

The spamming, how to get rid off? Damn annoying!

On top!

2011-07-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

LOL

what matters ?

2011-07-09T00:19:00.002+08:00

Evidently how i feel doesnt matter. To tell my self again and again. What are those 3 words anyway? Things get in trouble when people doubt.. When i doubt, i dont even dare to think of it, yet its reality.

The saga after the Nexus S..

2011-07-02T00:56:00.003+08:00

After the departure of the nexus s, i got my hands on a dell streak. Got it very cheap. Initial impression is wow its big, build quality is excellent, on par if not better than htc phones. Dislikes? Below average screen colour quality, feels very washed out and pale, due to its normal LCD. Wonder why some manufacturers just dont want to put better screens in their phones, its not like they cant afford to do so. *shakeheads*

Speed is good due to the snapdragon processor but the graphics is abit letdown, good for people who dont play graphic intense games though. After some minor OC and tweaking, its able to achieve quadrant score of around 1250. Not bad. Ah and i hate the proprietary usb port, its abit annoying not being able to use regular micro usb cable. Not a bad buy but for a phone that is released a year ago, it was time to go fast.

Got to trade the streak with xperia arc, and i have to say its a very good deal as a new original arc street price is around 1.8k while the streak cost less than 1.5k. Some minor scratches on the side of the arc but no biggie. Original set came with wireless bluetooth headset adapter, micro hdmi cable, car charger, usb cable which is worth around rm400.

The arc is quite sleek, with its arc underside it feels just right in my hand. The silver sides and buttons gives it a nice touch but they are prone to peel off after some time. It uses the newer scorpion processor which is faster than the older snapdragon. I find the design decent to look at but someone says it looks gay :S

The screen on this is nice, with the bravia engine it makes pictures and videos looks sharp and clear. The colours are not as vibrant as the Super AMOLED but the text is sharper and screen is brighter. I really enjoy the screen on this phone. Though the viewing angle is abit of a disappointment.

The hdmi output is fun, being able to do everything on the big screen. Nice addition to have :) The battery life is amazing! A whole day of light usage, half hour wifi, 20 smses, few short calls and one or two games for awhile and the battery remains at 75%, quite impressive as im also using live wallpaper.

Camera is good, having output some nice interesting pictures that i didnt think it would impress me till now. I wouldnt dare to say its the best but it certainly competes with the top highend megapixel snapper out there. (At least my pictures would look more decent when i dont bring my dslr out :P)

The stock UI on the xperia arc is the best i've seen on many android phones. Simple and beautiful. HTC sense and samsung touchwiz UI seems to fall short of impressing me though i havent seen the latest UI from Sensation and SGS2.

Overall an excellent phone but the lack of support for custom rom might tempt me for something more.

Xperia Arc/X12

Dell Streak

Riseman

2011-06-08T00:54:00.003+08:00

Not a bad piece, pretty neat functions like altimeter, barometer and temperature sensor. Not really necessary but nice to have when needed(kinda fun to play with also). Notice the brown rims in the panel? Thats the solar panel. Very comfortable rubber, long have i forgotten the nice feel of this rubber straps, the best i have worn so far. Definitely much better than the normal g shocks around.

Build quality is impressive indeed, love the design and the subtle colour. Retails at slightly over RM600 before a 10% discount at most shops.

Definitely a must buy :D

food spam

2011-06-02T16:00:00.003+08:00

What happens when buy one free one. :P

Pork goodness

2011-06-01T21:11:00.006+08:00

Not bad food to begin with, here are the sauce and the salad dressing. Sesame seed from the left is poured into the small mixing bowl and is crushed with the wooden stick and the sauce at the right is poured into the bowl to mix. And i have to say i love the sauce! Thick and fragrant. Taste like thick chee cheong fun sauce but with much more quality to it with some miso bean like smell. Amazing! And the salad dressing is just nice. :)

I ordered the mixture between pork cutlet and pork loin if not mistaken. Both of them is nicely breaded and cooked. Very fresh tasting but i would have preferred it to be more moist. I love the rice ! I dont know why but i can eat 10 bowls of it alone! Very well cooked. The rice and the salad is refillable so can eat as much as you want though i refilled once only, hehe. Soup is tasty as well.

For the one set of food cost RM29 not including tax. Plain water is free of charge though. A little on the expensive side but the service is top notch, the waitress there is very polite and friendly. I didnt even need to ask for a refill and they came straight to ask if i need anything. Two thumbs up!

Oh and for you all who dont know, it seems that this restaurant specialize in deep fried stuff like pork and prawns, if not mistaken there is also scallop. Nothing much other than that on their menu. Its worth a try if the extra money is there :P

And its located at the top floor of Pavillion.

*sorry for the bad pictures, only had my nexus s with me that time. Hehe.

Unwell

2011-05-31T18:26:00.001+08:00

Somehow its been going on for many days :( I dont like feeling this way. Dying feeling. Sigh.

Here without you

2011-05-30T17:20:00.001+08:00

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me ♥

Food taste

2011-05-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

Ever tasted food so good that the smell still lingers in your head? Ah very few food will turn heads, but im glad i have tasted such food in terengganu. Unexploited commercially, these foods still taste the elements where it came from.

Such food deserve to be in the history book, i know such food made my life so much more worthwhile. Too bad most people wont get to try such good food as i feel such food wont last much longer as people now no longer willing to make such good food, which requires so much effort.

Many choose the easy way out by selling average tasting food, which is such a waste considering the food heritage they have. I would actually go back in time than to live in the future. Where it was once pure and satisfying.

Though there are many good bistro, cafes, restaurants that makes amazing food, its where such simple godly food that where it all started to tingle my tastebuds. :)

no longer heard

2011-05-07T14:23:00.001+08:00

Every man have his words, what happens when his words are no longer heard?

about me

2011-04-23T01:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes failure is about me. Do i get to let go? Faith and fate is not what it seems anymore.

Figures. Sad, i am. Much thinking, i need.

Peacock

2011-04-20T21:16:00.001+08:00

If peacock is a male, what's the female called?

Pea-pussy?! Nah... the correct one is: Peahen... and it's really called peahen.

What do you call a crazy peacock?

Pea-nuts

What do you call a peacock who likes to play hide and seek?

Pea-ka-boo

What do you call a Malaysian peacock?

Pea-Ramlee

What do you call a Japanese peacock then?

Pea-kachu

What do you call a Malaysian peacock who is running away?

Pea-mane?

What do you call a mood swing peacock?

Pea-MS

What do you call a peacock that cuts?

Pea-sau

What do you call a peacock that raps?

Pea-diddy

What do you call a peacock that wears big yellow boots?

Pea-CK

What do you call a peacock who is an ass?

Pea-gu

What do u called peacock that believe it is a penguin?

Pea-NGU << Pingu

And my favourite

What do you call a peacock that tells lame jokes?

Pea mampus!

Shoe size

2011-04-18T19:45:00.003+08:00

Running shoe get tight fit? OMG. Hahahaha. Please, get your facts right before saying anything. Makes you look stupid ok :D

Running shoes always suppose to be 1 or 2 sizes bigger than normal walking shoes, feet expand when you run. So please, dont embarrass yourself. :)

Another day with Tony Roma's

2011-04-18T00:59:00.007+08:00

Beautiful tasting, the chunks of steak was so tender it falls apart as you chew, beefy, juicy. Fuhh, perfect. Its baked on a thin slice of crust, very thin and crunchy, doesnt affect the taste of the dish. Sauteed wild mushroom is nicely cooked, very tender and full of flavour. There were mozzarella cheese as the base and there were some blue cheese i think on the top. There were red bell peppers too, though i hate them but they go well with this dish. Awesomely good! Would recommend this to anyone. Steak and wild mushroom flat bread. Goes for RM29.90 but i got RM10 off from a voucher. I would eat this again in an instant!

Looks like a normal joe's burger eh? Guess again. Its a wagyu beef burger!

Check out the picture below to see again why its so awesome!

Oh yeah, now you know what im talking about. Fat juicy prawns on a beef burger!? *faints* Ohhh, so juicy and tender! Cooked perfectly. My mouth misses the prawns already. :( Mind you the burger is BIG, so you can imagine how big is the prawns.

Medium cooked. Fulamak. Top 5 best beef burger ever for me this. The meat practically melts in your mouth, no chewing needed. Thats how tender and juicy it is. The taste, omg tak payah cakap la, heavenly. This is serious food for beef burger lover, too bad if you havent try this out. No comparison to what chilis burger, burger king's whooper or carls jr even. Crazy crazy good.

Oh my carolina honeys bbq sauce flavour, my favourite!

I dont need to talk much, these foods are beyond words for their price. Bon Appetit!

Size vs quality

2011-04-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

People have been talking about big screens is better rather than better quality screens in forums. Compare a LCD screen to a SAMOLED screen or IPS retina display, it really is a no brainer. LCD screen should be the thing of the past. SAMOLED screen is richer, more vibrant and saves more energy. Reason is the black pixel does not need any power to light up, saves alot of power especially with black wallpapers. As a smartphone user, you should know that the screen is the biggest power consumer.

You are going to look at the screen the whole time you are using the phone, so why not pamper your eyes and brain with something nice since you pay so much for a phone already?

So for me quality -> size. Still there must be a compromise sometimes. For example dell streak, 5" but LCD screen. Only reason i would trade for that is if honeycomb 3.0 is ported to it. I can bear with the screen for that :P

Hopefully a stable honeycomb will come to nexus s soon. Might be itchy for something else if kept waiting for long.

Google Nexus S

2011-04-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking, the phone is abit late in the race for highend android phone. When nexus one came out, it was stunning, 1ghz processor, 512mb ram, AMOLED screen. Those specification was wow'ing people back then. Now with the nexus s there is almost identical specification. So is it better?

From my experience, google phones are very smooth. Almost lag free when it comes to software. Plus the nexus s comes with hummingbird processor and a much powerful gpu compared to nexus one. Plus the SAMOLED is extremely good! Even better than AMOLED on phones like nexus one and htc desire. Sunlight readability is excellent.

Why nexus s then? Might as well get a dual core phone? Well, for a developer phone is will get alot of support from the community and thats what i want. Software support is king, without software, hardware would go no where. Dual core phones are not optimised for android OS yet so no point getting one so soon. Though getting one, you have BRAGGING rights. XD

Though there are cheap dual core phone like LG, but very fugly design.

Nexus s downside i guess is the plasticky feel. But i guess i can live with it for the time being. Gorgeous screen is a big bonus instead of normal, bland looking lcd screen.

Dark and warm

2011-03-24T02:30:00.001+08:00

I've seen it before, and im sure to see it again.

worth

2011-03-24T02:16:00.003+08:00

Whats worth two now only worth one? Could this be telling something im not seeing? Its hard enough being me. Maybe i should just dump everything away from the surface and clean them up again? So many questions yet no answer, at least not the answer im looking for. Its going to be a long night.

Ah and im so hungry its killing me. Should have ate something.

Bad words from a girl

2011-03-23T01:25:00.003+08:00

I cant help but post about this when i saw a topic about this in lyn forum. What defines a person from the other by expressing bad/rude words?

It doesnt mean you can you bad/rude words when others use it, you tend to follow them. You just dont use it for every occasion you encounter.

A little bit "Ah fuck..", "Oh shit", "Fuck you!", "Cibai" and so on. Generally guys use those terms more but nowadays girls are no different. Speaking those words as they have it at the back of their tongue. Most guys would find it such a turn off actually. *shakeheads*

Please, dont think you can use those words and oh think that you can converse in bad language and you feel cool, superior towards others. There is a steep valley between liberal trashy language and classy expression, period.

Girls who know how to use classy expression definitely gets my attention. Opposite of that i wouldnt even look them pass though their cheap trashy language.

siapa makan cili dia yang rasa pedas. :)

Lunarglide+ 2

2011-03-22T14:13:00.006+08:00

The Nike LunarGlide+ 2: Plush cushioning, dynamic ride

Sometimes a sequel is even better than the original. Case in point: the Nike LunarGlide+ 2 Men's Running shoe. It delivers the plush cushioning and Dynamic Support of the original LunarGlide, along with better fit and comfort.

Benefits

Best for underpronators to moderate overpronators
Lunarlon cushioning for ultra-lightweight, springy cushioning
Dynamic support that adapts to your stride throughout your run
Extended Flywire panels for ultra-light, ultra-strong support

Fit

The breathable mesh upper is nearly stitch-free for reduced irritation, and an inner-sleeve wraps around the foot for exceptional comfort. The Flywire panel of the original LunarGlide has been extended further back for a more secure fit and better support around the midfoot and heel.

Cushioning
Soft doesn't have to mean mushy when it comes to cushioning. The Lunarlon cushioning system in this men's running shoe delivers lightweight, springy cushioning for soft yet responsive shock absorption.

Support
Runners have different strides, and any one runner's stride can change from mile one to mile five. The Dynamic Support platform of the LunarGlide adapts to your stride throughout your run for on-demand support and a dynamic ride, making it ideal for underpronators to moderate overpronators.

Additional Details

Reflective elements for enhanced visibility in low light
Environmentally preferred rubber outsole for durability
Carbon rubber under the heel for abrasion resistance
Waffle pattern outsole for traction
Nike+ ready

Nice, really comfy shoes. Havent gotten the chance to run with it but fits good and walks well, soft yet firm. Best running shoe i have so far. Haha. Retails for RM399. Nice colours but white gets dirt really fast :( Loving every bit of the design though!

p/s - oh notice anything strange in my pictures? Haha.

Check out the video. Cool if my shoes could glow like that. :D

Burger and spaghetti

2011-03-12T23:45:00.005+08:00

The ice lemon tea is quite nice, the tea is not that strong but have a very nice flavour, the sugar is given separately and without sugar water its very sour, but after mixing, its all good. Definitely one of the nicest ice lemon tea so far.

Spicy seafood carbonara, taste good, not that creamy but every flavour compliments each other just nice, seafood is not overcooked, thankfully. Then they deep fry basil leaves to garnish the dish. Thats definitely new for me. Nicely prepared but for me a little too little of seafood given.

The starter came after the spaghetti, LOL. Was some toasted cuts with butter and some salsa on top. And oh my the salsa is GOOD! The chef must be mexican! Haha. Nice.

Main star of the day, the beef burger. Nicely done, so freaking juicy and tender at the same time, yet the juice dont overflow and make the bread soggy. The patty is not heavily seasoned and you can taste the beefy goodness. The burger is topped with melted cheese and sauteed mushrooms. A 9.5/10 for this! Crazy good. Best beef burger so far! Credits to the chef for such a simple yet good meal! At 22.90 its not bad either, as extra toppings are quite cheap.

Dessert after, Chocolate Tuxedo. Hehe.

sunburn

2011-03-07T19:29:00.001+08:00

When you stand in the sun too much you get sunburn. Now aint that fun? :)

Do you understand?

2011-03-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

It all comes with understanding. Do you understand? Life? You might think you understand, but what do you understand?

A kid understands that drinking milo is yummy.

A supermodel understands that drinking milo is fattening.

An american might now even understand what milo is.

So such simple logic can be divided in to so many understandings. So do you think you understand the brain of an entire person? Damn it, there are so many studies in this world relating to understand human behaviour. Do you think you really figure everything out? Is it that simple?

Stop being foolish. Does it ever occur to you that sometimes you need to look at yourself first? You keep looking out in to the crowd that you forget to look back at yourself. Have you ever bother to question yourself instead of questioning other people's judgement?

Who are you to judge that you sacrifice friendship and love for someone? That you prioritize them above yourself. You may think so but doesnt mean its enough. Few hurdles and you want to give up? Life is not a bed of roses, cant accept the hardship? Leave, nobody ask you to give a damn. No one is pointing a gun at your head and tell you to continue if its so hard.

Helping others is not about gratitude. We care because we want to, its not about self sacrificing and hoping people to notice you have done good. The greatest good in life is where you do it willingly and hoping for nothing in return. Where do you think you stand in this?

Just because you think you are good and problem free doesnt make you a better person, it just make you think that you are good and problem free.

Get it? ;-)

Morning wake.

2011-01-30T11:04:00.004+08:00

Woke up feeling sucky, barely enough sleep, have to rush here and there to get nasi kunyit which we ordered but got the wrong nasi, bought off a stall, luckily. If not no nasi kunyit for bonda. :S

What a morning, argued with mom, only good thing is i manage to eat mcd breakfast. Pheww. What could go worse?

Chilis

2011-01-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

This time went one utama chilis. The burger is bad, so damn dry. Asked for medium rare, came out over done! My mistake, should have complained. :( Chilis in midvalley have much better burgers. Sobs. Chicken was good though, so was the tortilla chips. :D

Missing you, loving you.

2011-01-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

Being away from you totally sucks. Oh how i miss you, the things i do with you *brows* :D Not a day and night gone by without me thinking of you, every breath i take i think of you.

My sweet sweet love. You always make my day. Your voice is like the breeze of the ocean on a morning at the beach, so comforting. Your face is like the scene of the sky, so mesmerizing. Your body is like Megan Fox, just hotter. Opps :P

The world will always change, but my love for you never will. ♥

Boy

2011-01-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

Where is your boy tonight? A phrase i wanted to ask but never got the chance to.

Reality of life sucks when we are not appreciated. It hurts doesnt it?

Things you do/say might not seem hurtful to you but to your love one its like a thorn in flesh, the deeper it goes the more painful it is.

One

2011-01-02T23:13:00.001+08:00

People dont realize this but one can make a difference. You might think that if i dont then its ok, others will. Then what if others thinks the same? Then who is doing? Please dont follow the crowd.

What makes you different is that you are you, nobody else can be you. Make a change. Even if its a small one. What you do might seem small to the world, but there are people who notice and appreciates your every move.

A week or two i went to Sunway Pyramid. There was a charity/donation thingy going on. They were handing out this round paper card where you have to write your details on the card and put in the box and for every paper card sunway pyramid will donate few ringgit to a charity. Me and my friend filled in the cards and put them in the box. Surprisingly there were less than 10 cards in the box since the event begin, and at the time it was like 5pm already. After an hour we pass by the place and check the box again, the were like 5 additional cards inside.

The bad thing is that the management put the box halfway across the shopping mall, which obviously a stupid thing to do. But at least do fill the cards in and some donation can be made to the needy. I mean, come on!? How hard it is to waste one minute of your time and fill in that card?

People nowadays, to fill in something to have someone else to donate also refuse to do so. Sigh. thinking about it makes me sad.

Heartbeat

2010-12-24T03:41:00.006+08:00

The heart beats many times in a lifetime. The heart keeps us alive and well. At first the heart beats for you only but then when there is a spark in your life, it beats for whom it may concern too. Without a heart we cannot love, without love we cannot live, without life we cannot feel.

For you my dear, i want to spend my every heartbeat with you,my heart beats for you too. :)

I LOVE you. *kisses*

Dynamite parody!

2010-12-15T18:39:00.001+08:00

More or less, haha. Here are some! Taken from youtube comments.

i throw my sandwich in the air sometimes sayin AYOO Wheres my MAYO!!!

i THROW MY HOMEWORK IN THE AIR SOMETIMES SAYING AYYOOOO I'LL GET A ZEROOOO

i throw my facebook in the air sometimes saying ayo where'd my life go

i throw a slut up in the air sometimes sayin AYOO Close your legs HOE!!

I THROW JOE JONAS IS THE AIR SOME TIMES SAYING AYOO HES GAAYOO

I throw My boyfriend up in the air sometimes saying ayooooo going lesbo!!

i throw my math book in the air sometimes saying ayoooooo worth the F though!

he throws your children i his van sometimes sayin ayoo hes a pedoo!!!

i throw up youtube in the air sometimes saying ayooo no more vevoooooo

I THREW MY ASS UP IN THE AIR SOMTIMES SAYING AYOO WHERE'D THE SHIT GO!!!

I throw these comments in the air sometimes singing ayyooo Leave the singing to taaiiooo

i throw my boss up in the air sometimes saying Ayoooo where did my raise goooo!!!!

I THROW JUSTIN BEIBER IN THE AIR SOMETIMES SAYING AYOOO NO MORE GAYOOOO

Best thing.

2010-12-09T19:45:00.001+08:00

I confess you are the best thing in my life. I love you.

♥

Stupid retard.

2010-12-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

Some people are just fucking retarded, and i blame the parents for all of this, period. With such attitude, i wonder. Who and what you did to do such on others? Who give you the right to do so? If were up to me there would be dead bodies by now.

Urghh, retarded.

Spoil my day because of that. Just wait, it will come to you one day.

Handphone battery.

2010-11-09T12:14:00.003+08:00

Common misconception of handphone battery. Im sick of hearing all those nonsense talk about battery and how to prolong battery life. What first time charge for 8 hours all those bullshit. Modern device got cut-off-power once the battery is fully charge, not like those olden hi-cd battery, we are using li-ion or li-polymer battery now.

Another thing is where people leave the battery till empty before charge. Please please please remember that lithium-ion battery got no, and i repeat NO memory effect. The main thing that causes the battery life to be shortened is because of heat. So when battery reaches around 30-40% please charge them.

Here is some tips taken from an android site.

1) Avoid frequent full discharges because this puts additional strain on the battery. Several partial discharges with frequent recharges are better for lithium-ion than one deep one. Recharging a partially charged lithium-ion does not cause harm because there is no memory. (In this respect, lithium-ion differs from nickel-based batteries.) Short battery life in a device is mainly cause by heat rather than charge / discharge patterns.

2) Batteries with fuel gauge should be calibrated by applying a deliberate full discharge once every 30 charges. Running the pack down in the equipment does this. If ignored, the fuel gauge will become increasingly less accurate and in some cases cut off the device prematurely.

3) Keep the lithium-ion battery cool. Avoid a hot car. For prolonged storage, keep the battery at a 40% charge level.

4) Avoid purchasing spare lithium-ion batteries for later use. Observe manufacturing dates. Do not buy old stock, even if sold at clearance prices.

5) If you have a spare lithium-ion battery, use one to the fullest and keep the other cool by placing it in the refrigerator. Do not freeze the battery. For best results, store the battery at 40% state-of-charge.

Funny.

2010-10-31T22:48:00.002+08:00

This a cool one

Go to google map, get directions from Japan to China, then look at instruction 43.

Epic. LOL.

Spaghetti with cheese meatball!

2010-10-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yummylicious!

Betty's Midwest Kitchen

2010-10-30T21:06:00.004+08:00

Quite good place to have good food. Recommended.

Barley with ham soup RM10. Tasted good, very clean tasting.

Pull pork burger RM 12. First time i've seen pull pork burger in Malaysia. Very juicy and tasty.

Dog food RM9. Cheese topped fries with sauce. Not my favourite but a good dish.

Pork soft ribs RM29.50. These are really good! Juicy and tender, very well marinated.

Jucy Lucy RM13.50. Beef and pork burger with melted cheese in the burger patty. Delicious to the max!

Cheeseburger RM15.50. Looks equally as good as the Jucy Lucy but slightly bigger portion.

Apple crumble RM8. Nice dessert with the difference in temperature(hot and cold).

Nice ambience too!

Speak now

2010-10-28T02:17:00.002+08:00

So much to say but i havent force myself to write and update my blog. I should really catch up on my updates. Sorry!

In the mean time, here is a nice note written by Taylor Swift. Most of the words i would want to say and want to share have been written by here so i decided to just put it here. May someone will find it an inspiration. :)

nights

2010-10-09T10:12:00.004+08:00

I dont want to miss a single night without you, ever. Remembering what you said makes me want to be with you even more. Tell me, please tell me. I want to hear those words from you my dear. Words that would make a difference in my life.

Say, just say, just say it to me. :)

♥

Cherish

2010-09-24T02:03:00.003+08:00

Love is not just a feeling, it is also a decision. Feelings can get stronger or fades away, which is why it is up to us to keep the feelings alive. Everything in this world needs effort. If we want to be fit, we exercise, if we want to make the plants grow we water them. Same goes to love, if we want to love someone we got to put in alot of effort to maintain the relationship.

Actually we always say love gave up on us, but do we ever think for once that we were the one's who gave up on love? Cherish the love and love will cherish you. :)

♥

Feel

2010-09-21T14:16:00.003+08:00

Hope the sky is blue and sunny always. So do you feel what i feel? I hope you do.

Happy Birthday Ee Teen

2010-09-17T23:31:00.006+08:00

From the moment i met you till now, it has been interesting. We been through alot, we laugh and we cry.

You have entered my life with lots of happiness and i hope it last forever(dont you?) :) I am very very grateful for this day, why? Because its the day you were born and if you werent born i would have never met you.

Precious moments i will remember forever. Count the smiles in your life not the tears. May your life bring much happiness to you.

This is a special birthday wish

That comes with love to you

It brings warm and heartfelt thanks

For all the thoughtful things you do,

It also comes to let you know

You mean more to me each day

In such a loving way. ♥

Its my honor to wish you Happy Birthday my dear. Happy 2oth!

Love,
Guthrie

Home but not home.

2010-09-15T11:01:00.004+08:00

Its nice to be home but its so suffering to be away for so long.

i didnt see

i didnt touch

i didnt talk to

How we have changed since that time. Nothing i miss more in my life.

One more day to go! ♥

Bidadari ku

2010-09-09T11:57:00.001+08:00

Sinaran mentari membelai wajah lenaku

Ku tersenyum merasakan

Nur kehadiranmu

Mewarnai hidup ini

Senyuman dan tawamu melayari mindaku

Detik masa tak disedari

Saat berlalu hilangnya hari

Malam menjadi teman hatiku bermimpikan

Kau bagai bidadari sentiasa di hati

Dikaulah ratu hatiku

♥

:) :) :)

Yes or No?

2010-09-05T15:40:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we are left with the uncertainties of a situation but in certain situation the outcome is definitely worth waiting for. Outcomes is what we cant control, which scared us alot, scares me alot.

A simple yes or no is life changing to the other person. How we feel then and after that is based on that decision. Hopes comes alive when even a simple as a yes is given. A no means we fall apart and slowly pick up the pieces from where we fell( which totally sucks by the way).

How is that? Thats life. Though im not pushing for anything, a yes would mean the world to me right now. Nothing more beautiful could come to my ears than a simple YES. That day would be a fairytale to me. :)

Stay strong.

2010-09-03T15:01:00.003+08:00

Stay strong my dear. I know it is hard for you and i feel your sadness. I really do.

We all have to endure hardship in life, there is no textbook solution for alot of the situation we are facing so what we cant solve we try to make do the best out of the situation.

How i wish to be with you now to help you cope with your emotions. :( Dont get lost in your sadness and always know i am here to be by your side. Try not to over do your tears k.

Remember, you are a superwooman! Take care. :)

Sennheiser HD650

2010-08-25T02:32:00.005+08:00

Finally got my dream can. Got it for quite a bargain lah.

Initial audition impression. Seems to be brighter and less bass than the older black driver Hd650( mine is the newer silver driver ). Though so, the highs seems to be better, gives more sparkle to songs. Bass seems less impactful but less boomy, the bass details is just awesome but seems to abit sharp at times, will improve with burn in. The bass 3D staging is crazy, it surrounds my ear very nicely. It literally explodes. The mids(the vocal part) is just breathtaking! I can hear the rumble of the singers voice, so very real. Oh my my.. The vocals is so full and airy, the layers can be heard without much effort.

Built quality seems to be very good, no creaking sound is heard. The grills are very sexy indeed *slurps* The earpads are very very comfortable. Part of the headphone are made from carbon fibre(according to Sennheiser) but the finish is very nice, seems like titanium colour finish, quite cool. Cables seems to be quite soft and strong. The only accessory give is the 6.5mm to 3.5mm adapter, kinda disappointed at the bundle considering the high price, but the box is very nice! Not those cheapo plastic/paper box that you usually get. Overall im in love with the design very much! Part of my attraction towards this headphone is the look itself, the sound signature that i like alot just made it even more irresistible to me.

My estimate this unit have been burned it around less than 200 hours. This headphone needs more than 1000 hours to really shine so im still waiting for that moment to come.

The newer version of HD650 seems to be easier to drive. Now currently im just using it with an ipod nano 4th gen and it sounds very good already. Probably around 30% of its maximum potential. An amp is definitely needed as this is a 300 ohms impedance headphone. Eats alot of juice. The possibility is endless with this headphone but i wont go that far. A decent amp and DAC to pair with this and i'll be very happy :)

I hope i can find an amp to make the vocals shine abit more and slightly increase the bass definition and impact. The highs rolls off abit early, hope can give the highs more life. And currently the headphone clamps my head quite hard, need to make it loosen first. Other than that its very comfortable. For now i would rate this headphone at a humble 4/10 over other headphones i've tried.

Kind of lazy to write all my thoughts for this headphone, very tired at the moment. Will update again if i feel like so :P Anything that you readers dont understand about some audiophile terms, you know where to find me :)

Anyways here is some eye candy, nothing nice because was in a hurry to take some pics and to put them on my head! :D

Tee!

2010-08-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

Oh no! I want this T-shirt! :(

Crossfire of the wicked

2010-08-18T00:06:00.003+08:00

Days we live our lives unnoticed, crawling by emotions and standing by whispers. When do we realize that things are not given but just "borrowed" to us. We will bleed, we will cry. Yes its not fair, but what can we do? Thats the life given to us, we can complain we can whine but at the end of the day we got to make do with what we have.

Emotionally we all suffer, but how bad we suffer do not just depend on us but others too. What we feel affects others, more than you might think. Its not easy when emotions collide and is set ablaze.

Physically we are not capable of great feats like flying and running 60 km/h but the human touch is one of the greatest things in the world that ever exist. All we ever need is a touch from someone. What comes later is what makes you happier or not.

Sunshine

2010-08-15T01:39:00.001+08:00

If loving her is a heartache for me

And if holding her means that I have to bleed

Then I am the martyr and love is to blame

She is the healing and I am the pain

She lives in a daydream where I don't belong

She is the sunlight and the sun is gone.

*singing, crying to this lyric*

Taking chances

2010-08-14T04:05:00.002+08:00

Life is all about taking chances. Cherish what we have and make the best out of it. Dont lie to yourself and things will turn out fine. Time waits for no man. Dont be a fool thinking you have all the time in the world, we are getting older by the second.

Side note -

" You are the best thing that ever happened to me :) What would i do without you in the future, pigu? :( "

Look at me, look at you.

2010-08-10T12:29:00.002+08:00

I look at me, but what do i see?

I look into others, i see plenty.

Where does that leave me?

And you know what? Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself. But do you even know how to love something more than yourself in the first place?

The human sight

2010-08-08T16:04:00.002+08:00

The human sight can only see what is on the surface, so what is the use? Might as well go blind and just base other things with heart and mind.

By looking at tears we can only see it, but by heart and mind we can actually taste it and feel its warmth.

Health

2010-08-08T12:23:00.001+08:00

Sungguh tidak feeling healthy. Sigh. Worsening even. How i wish for some homemade porridge. Weather is not helping either. :(

I feel so weak.

Heart beats

2010-08-05T03:36:00.004+08:00

The heart speaks what it wants. What can I do but follow? Deny? Emotions + logical thinking, both of them almost never agree on each other. But will I?

The heart creates warmth, but it also creates ice blizzard. So it is up to me to make sure the heart dont mess up my warmth. :)

That warmth have kept mankind on their feet through out history.

Thinking of you

2010-07-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

Awesome song, never knew he could sing! Damn, haha.. :)

Like we used to

2010-07-26T16:11:00.001+08:00

It should've been me inside that car

It should've been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies

Does he hold you when you cry

Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts

When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music

While you dance the purple rain

Does he do all these things, like I used to

I know love (well I'm a sucker for that feeling)

Happens all the time love (I always end up feeling cheated)

You're on my mind love (or so that matter when i need it)

And that happens all the time love

Will he love you like i loved you

Will he tell you everyday

Will he make you feel like you're invincible

With every word he'll say

Can you promise me if this one's right

Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things

Will you do all these things

Like we used to, like we used to

Would you realize? :'(

Pictures that didnt make it

2010-07-22T15:34:00.003+08:00

No matter now i try, im bound to have bad composition photos. It sucks having to know that the picture is bad and not having the ability to do anything about it. How am i going to improve?

Thank you for showing me that even bad, rubbish composition photos have its good points. I never looked at it that way before. :)

Perhaps its not the way i take the picture, but rather how i look at it. Give it a thought people.

Feels like dont know what

2010-07-22T15:05:00.004+08:00

When I feel i have done my best, it is never enough for some people. Feelings, emotions, thoughts, linking them all together on that matter could just kill me in an instant.

Certain things i begin to realize, how it feels. The sadness, it never really goes away, you know. Among many things, many many things, how did i ended up here? I was never really told why, never being said to from time to time. If only YOU could read my thoughts. And maybe, just maybe i could do the same.

New Tomorrow

2010-07-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

For today i see a new tomorrow, i hope i will. :)

Attitude

2010-07-20T23:32:00.004+08:00

Some people's wishes are just as simple as if he could stop being high for one day, he says he would be the happiest person in the world. Who would have thought that? Never in your life such humble request would pass your mind, right?

Be grateful, you dont know what you have today till you realize its gone, friends especially. So dont think you're all high and mighty, one day it all will happen, when no one could stand you anymore. There is a limit to every person's patience.

Dont think you're the only one with problems and that dont give you the right to treat people that way. Nobody in this world owe anything to you so geeze, please. Grow up. Your attitude will go no where.

I dont want to say no more. Makes me sad just thinking about it. *sighs*

2010-07-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you?

I guess i am afterall, how can i stand all of that?

Smile

2010-07-18T02:00:00.005+08:00

It is one of the most beautiful things to see a person smile, be thankful whenever you can smile. A smile is a gift so please dont frown. Frowning only shows sadness and displeasure. You never know when your smile could make someone that you truly care day all better.

To smile or not to smile is your call, but would'nt you look more beautiful smiling than frowning?

2010-07-16T23:05:00.001+08:00

Bruised and battered by your words

Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Haven't I always loved you?

medal

2010-07-14T20:34:00.001+08:00

Sometimes no matter what or who you choose, you always get the bronze medal, you know?

Sunset

2010-07-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

Such a lomo feel towards this picture. Unedited, straight from the camera :)

Stolen

2010-07-11T02:17:00.002+08:00

Watch you spin around
In your highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Been crazy about this song for the past few days, haha, dont know why :S

Reply

2010-07-10T02:29:00.002+08:00

Its been days since i've sent a message, and yet still no reply. Its sad to be ignored but the saddest part i guess is to be forgotten. Im not a person to leave impressions and memories i guess?

The world

2010-07-10T02:08:00.004+08:00

You've said it all. The world dont owe me anything but i owe the world everything. You happy that way?

If only...

Spain

2010-07-08T04:48:00.002+08:00

Having to stand with a sprained ankle to watch Spain go through to the final hurts but the pain is nothing compared to the joy i have watching that goal happen.

Viva la Espana ♥

Moments

2010-07-07T03:20:00.003+08:00

Not a great picture what i remembered when this was taken. A ray of light to light the dark moments in our lives. I dont want to take pictures for myself only but rather to inspire others as well. Thing is i dont know how and i dont really have the talent to do so. To make people happy and actually feel something from my picture is the goal here but how many did i manage to? :S

Many great stories comes from a single picture, i hope one day my picture would make someone's day. A picture can tell a thousand words but currently mine only tell like what, 20 words? Haha. So many things and ideas i want to try out but never did have the chance. It just never came.

Its not about the equipment( well maybe a little ) but most it depends on the photographer themselves. Sometimes i feel i dont use my nikontae as well as she would perform. Its like buying a Ferrari and using it daily at 70km/h. Whats the point right? Might as well use my phone camera instead.

I have a special feeling with my dslr, and it still is but i rarely bond with my dslr nowadays. A touch a day would make affection and love to grow towards many things, my dslr is one of them. So what can i do to make things happen?

Thoughts

2010-07-05T15:03:00.003+08:00

I got so many thoughts to write out but they are so short and unorganized :S What is wrong with me? :(

Away

2010-07-02T03:06:00.002+08:00

You : Where are you going?
Me : Lets just see how hard you look.

You : It never goes away, it never did.